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Aug. 16th, 2009 10:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
liptonrm_backupOutlining, outlining, outlining. Studying, studying studying. I hate it all so very much. I even dreamed last night that I dropped out of law school and then had to deal with all of the 'OMGWTF were you thinking!?' from my family, which was less than enjoyable. And then I had a weird scifi dream that starred Jensen Ackles and it was not as fun as you might think. Let's just say it involved bad genetic augmentation, cloning, and Jensen's character unwittingly killing everyone around him.
Which was all probably exacerbated by some health crazy where I convinced myself I had a fungus bloom in my mouth. The way some people feel about spiders is how I feel about fungus. It's just wrong and it makes me manic and crazy. I really need to not go on WebMD. Gah.
Speaking of crazy dreams, I don't think I ever told you the one where my brothers and I were riding around on a big city transit system that was like a cross between a bus and a train. We were killing time, hopping from stop to stop. Then we had to get back into the city to meet up with the Da so Morgan Freeman convinced the driver/conductor to take a short cut that nobody used because it went through a slip in time and if you took it you were never sure whether you'd actually get to where you were going. At first we were all oo-ing and aaw-ing over pretty spring flowers that instantaneously sprang up beside the tracks and then suddenly I felt like I was flickering back and forth between there and somewhere else. I kept on reaching for the Wrestler asking him to grab my hand so that I wouldn't disappear but he didn't hear me. Right when I was going to flicker out for good I woke up.
I am torn between being annoyed with how my brain hates me and enjoying the movie quality of a lot of my dreams. Cause it can be fun when my subconscious tells stories; fun or traumatizing.
They're talking about the search for other planets on the History Channel right now. I was so excited when the first extra-solar system planet was discovered. I may not have the math acumen that would allow me to become an astronomer but I'll always be a huge nerd for all types of space stuff. It makes my brain happy.
Okay, I guess I should go back to studying. Bleh bleh bleh.
Which was all probably exacerbated by some health crazy where I convinced myself I had a fungus bloom in my mouth. The way some people feel about spiders is how I feel about fungus. It's just wrong and it makes me manic and crazy. I really need to not go on WebMD. Gah.
Speaking of crazy dreams, I don't think I ever told you the one where my brothers and I were riding around on a big city transit system that was like a cross between a bus and a train. We were killing time, hopping from stop to stop. Then we had to get back into the city to meet up with the Da so Morgan Freeman convinced the driver/conductor to take a short cut that nobody used because it went through a slip in time and if you took it you were never sure whether you'd actually get to where you were going. At first we were all oo-ing and aaw-ing over pretty spring flowers that instantaneously sprang up beside the tracks and then suddenly I felt like I was flickering back and forth between there and somewhere else. I kept on reaching for the Wrestler asking him to grab my hand so that I wouldn't disappear but he didn't hear me. Right when I was going to flicker out for good I woke up.
I am torn between being annoyed with how my brain hates me and enjoying the movie quality of a lot of my dreams. Cause it can be fun when my subconscious tells stories; fun or traumatizing.
They're talking about the search for other planets on the History Channel right now. I was so excited when the first extra-solar system planet was discovered. I may not have the math acumen that would allow me to become an astronomer but I'll always be a huge nerd for all types of space stuff. It makes my brain happy.
Okay, I guess I should go back to studying. Bleh bleh bleh.
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Date: 2009-08-16 03:13 pm (UTC)Good luck with all that outlining and studying!!