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Oct. 27th, 2005 05:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
liptonrm_backupUgh. This has just been the year of suck. I think I used to be an optimist, I'd kind of like to know where that hopeful little girl went. And if that sounds a little emo, well, I've been feeling kind of emo lately. It's no wonder I had a dream about being transported to virtual high school a couple nights ago, what with all of the ANGST and PAIN that is my LIFE.
Caps lock is fun. ;-)
Have decided that I am definitely in need of a new fandom. I have nothing new to geek out over, it is sad. Though I have been watching DS9 everyday and that has been good for the soul.
My LSAT score was not everything I hoped it would be. I think Joss Whedon is partially to blame. I think he needs to give me a job at Mutant Enemy to make up for that. It's only fair.
Not that life is particularly fair, or, at least, not in my experience. I'd kinda like to run away to some far off city and get a crappy little apartment and some crappy little waitressing job and hide from the world. At least there wouldn't be any more expectations.
See, emo. Just gotta find a way to shrug this weight off the shoulders and then I'll be back to my cheery, vulgar self. Okay, maybe not so much with the vulgar, but you get the picture. *wink*
Caps lock is fun. ;-)
Have decided that I am definitely in need of a new fandom. I have nothing new to geek out over, it is sad. Though I have been watching DS9 everyday and that has been good for the soul.
My LSAT score was not everything I hoped it would be. I think Joss Whedon is partially to blame. I think he needs to give me a job at Mutant Enemy to make up for that. It's only fair.
Not that life is particularly fair, or, at least, not in my experience. I'd kinda like to run away to some far off city and get a crappy little apartment and some crappy little waitressing job and hide from the world. At least there wouldn't be any more expectations.
See, emo. Just gotta find a way to shrug this weight off the shoulders and then I'll be back to my cheery, vulgar self. Okay, maybe not so much with the vulgar, but you get the picture. *wink*
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Date: 2005-10-27 11:17 pm (UTC)*and also points to sucky and not-relevant icon because even though it's sucky and not-relevant, it was something we talked about when you were here and that makes it relevant, kinda*
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Date: 2005-10-27 11:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-27 11:41 pm (UTC)x.
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Date: 2005-10-28 02:27 am (UTC)You and me both shweetheart.
I keep wondering how people can stand to be around me this year given how depressive/emo I've been. But I've got somewhere I'm heading I hope will be better and I have no doubt at all you'll find something that works well for you soon.
*kicks Joss Whedon for you* *twists his arm to give you a job at Mutant Enemy*
Good luck with everything - I know something good will work out and if any of us can do anything to help bring back the cheery, vulgar impulses don't hesitate to tell us.
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Date: 2005-10-28 05:08 pm (UTC)Can't think what to suggest on the new fandom front, although I am found numb3rs quite enjoyable on Monday.