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Nov. 15th, 2004 02:06 pmBleh. I hate November. I want it to die horribly and never darken my door ever.again. Every other freaking day the weather decides to change and throw my sinuses for a loop which causes me to get all headache-y and crabby and all I want to do is scream at people. It's a good thing that I live on my own because I have a feeling that I would be unbearable to live with this year.
GAH!!!!!!! And why is it that I can't go three fucking months without my mother getting on my case about self improvement. 'I just want you to be happy, Megan' 'I'm so sorry you're so ugly Megan' 'It's all my fault Megan so why don't you go on this tuna-and-beet diet with me to make me feel better, Megan'. I love my mother but I don't need to be told for the 10 millionth time that I'm not all that attractive and that there's already grey in my hair and that my front teeth are a little crooked because I kept on loosing/not wearing my retainer in high school. I don't need this shit, I've never needed this shit and if you kept me away from all of my extended family on the off chance that they might say something snarky about my less-then-perfect appearance then why the hell do you think you have the right to say anything about it at all now that I'm a fucking adult?!
Well, at least I can say that my parents screwed me up a whole hell of a lot less then their parents screwed them up.
In other, happier news, I got disc one of season one of The West Wing from Netflix last week and watched all eight episodes on Saturday. What a great show, it is wonderful and shiny and I love it to pieces. There are no characters I hate and everything is just wonderful. Yes, I've seen parts of season four and yes, I know that the post-Sorkin years are dark-ish but dang if this isn't wonderful.
And I should be getting disc one of Band of Brothers in the mail tomorrow. Thankfully there will always be television and movies and books around to make my world a better place.
GAH!!!!!!! And why is it that I can't go three fucking months without my mother getting on my case about self improvement. 'I just want you to be happy, Megan' 'I'm so sorry you're so ugly Megan' 'It's all my fault Megan so why don't you go on this tuna-and-beet diet with me to make me feel better, Megan'. I love my mother but I don't need to be told for the 10 millionth time that I'm not all that attractive and that there's already grey in my hair and that my front teeth are a little crooked because I kept on loosing/not wearing my retainer in high school. I don't need this shit, I've never needed this shit and if you kept me away from all of my extended family on the off chance that they might say something snarky about my less-then-perfect appearance then why the hell do you think you have the right to say anything about it at all now that I'm a fucking adult?!
Well, at least I can say that my parents screwed me up a whole hell of a lot less then their parents screwed them up.
In other, happier news, I got disc one of season one of The West Wing from Netflix last week and watched all eight episodes on Saturday. What a great show, it is wonderful and shiny and I love it to pieces. There are no characters I hate and everything is just wonderful. Yes, I've seen parts of season four and yes, I know that the post-Sorkin years are dark-ish but dang if this isn't wonderful.
And I should be getting disc one of Band of Brothers in the mail tomorrow. Thankfully there will always be television and movies and books around to make my world a better place.
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Date: 2004-11-15 11:49 am (UTC)But buck up, camper, because Band of Brothers is on the way and soon you will be my third new recruit (though I may have to share credit with
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Date: 2004-11-15 11:59 am (UTC)They are delightful BoB undies. *shivers deliciously* And how could I not watch BoB after hearing you and
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Date: 2004-11-15 02:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-15 02:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-16 06:05 am (UTC)...
Hold it, what was I saying? Sorry, that icon distracted me and I'm afraid that I've completely forgotten what I was talking about.
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Date: 2004-11-16 12:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-16 12:43 pm (UTC)It's strangely hypnotic.
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Date: 2004-11-16 12:55 pm (UTC)*is eval*
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Date: 2004-11-15 02:07 pm (UTC)Mom: "Did you lose some weight?"
Me: "No, do I look like I did?"
Mom: "No, but I thought I'd ask."
OMG WTF did you not have enough years in my childhood to mess me up?
Ah, the blissful golden days of The West Wing. Would but that the Josh love could shine from the magical box in my living room once again. Alas, tis all crap now.
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Date: 2004-11-16 05:56 am (UTC)And, may I just say, that The West Wing is so wonderful that I dreamt that I was making out with Josh last night. Best.dream.ever.
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Date: 2004-11-15 02:43 pm (UTC)*applauds*
The worst thing about mothers is that they know enough about you to press all the right buttons.
*gives you a huge, comforting hug*
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Date: 2004-11-16 06:00 am (UTC)They really, really do and though I love her dearly my mum is as guilty of that as any other. Of course, I'm not exactly perfect either;-).
Family, we love them (and they love us), anyway.
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Date: 2004-11-15 04:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-16 12:46 pm (UTC)*eyeroll*
I'm not sure which is worse, what was said or my crabby lj reaction.
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Date: 2004-11-16 05:10 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-11-16 06:04 am (UTC)It's too late, they've already gotten to me. The eval is already seeping into my subconscious. It's all over now.
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Date: 2004-11-16 12:53 pm (UTC)Egads! Another comment!
Date: 2004-11-16 07:21 pm (UTC)Parents, and GRANDPARENTS, can be absolutely psychologically tramatizing. And it doesn't matter WHAT you do to "improve" yourself, you'll never ever be comfortable around your critics... unless you fall blindly in love, and then nothing else matters. Hmph. Or so I hear, and observe. Part of me thinks that if that ever happens to me, someone should just shoot me ("twitter-pated!"), and part of me thinks it might be some welcome oblivion. But the point is, SCREW HER! Some people just aren't happy until they've driven everyone away...