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liptonrm_backupHave you ever had
where for no particular reason you just want to pack up and move away form everyone you know and love and start over somewhere fresh, somewhere where you haven't screwed everything up and noone knows you so noone has any expectations and you can just hide away from the world. And you suddenly feel like this would be a marvelous, perfect idea except you owe tens of thousands of dollars to the federal government for an education that hasn't done you jack and you only have the opportunity to apply for the same damn jobs you had before you even graduated and your not really free because family is love but it's also responsibility and duty and it's suddenly a good thing that all of your friends are long distance cause that makes running away that much easier. And then you remember being a kid and wouldn't it be great if everyone was like a ten year-old, you know, happy and open and willing to run around and play with anyone and you wish that other people were just like that 'cause most people are fucking intimidating and it's hard to want to meet anyone new and suddenly you hear yourself complaining and you can't help but realize that your life isn't so bad but it feels like a burden and damnit when did I get so damn old so damn fast? And what's the good in the life that stretches before you and doesn't hold the hope of ever getting any better then this?
where for no particular reason you just want to pack up and move away form everyone you know and love and start over somewhere fresh, somewhere where you haven't screwed everything up and noone knows you so noone has any expectations and you can just hide away from the world. And you suddenly feel like this would be a marvelous, perfect idea except you owe tens of thousands of dollars to the federal government for an education that hasn't done you jack and you only have the opportunity to apply for the same damn jobs you had before you even graduated and your not really free because family is love but it's also responsibility and duty and it's suddenly a good thing that all of your friends are long distance cause that makes running away that much easier. And then you remember being a kid and wouldn't it be great if everyone was like a ten year-old, you know, happy and open and willing to run around and play with anyone and you wish that other people were just like that 'cause most people are fucking intimidating and it's hard to want to meet anyone new and suddenly you hear yourself complaining and you can't help but realize that your life isn't so bad but it feels like a burden and damnit when did I get so damn old so damn fast? And what's the good in the life that stretches before you and doesn't hold the hope of ever getting any better then this?
