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Feb. 4th, 2010 11:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
liptonrm_backupShow, I wish I knew how to frigging quit you.
Because then I could stop feeling so fucking guilty for still loving you even you pull shit like you did tonight. I feel like one of those people I judge, how say "Oh, it's not true, you're wrong" even though the evidence is right there staring me in the face.
I wish you hadn't killed Anna. I wish you hadn't killed her after sending her to Angel Prison and turning her into the bad guy (though, seriously, killing Sam Winchester is a really good fucking idea if you want to stop the Apocalypse and you don't think there's a God around anymore who give's a rat's ass about what's going on down on insignificant little Earth; I seriously do not fault Anna for trying to hunt Sam down, it's the logical choice). I wish you hadn't done all of this the week after you let that sniveling little pipsqueak get off scott free even though he really needed to die.
I can't fault you, Show, for killing characters because I kill off all sorts of people. Hell, I've killed my own family more times than I can count, so, no, it's not the killing, per se. It's the pattern that emerges from the killing. I wish that Rachel and Jem and Frannie were real, and not just characters that exist mostly in mine and![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
baylorsr's heads because I think their existence would make a lot of things a lot better. I wish that you didn't think that the best way to tie up character loose ends was to bring the characters back only to kill them; sometimes a loose end can remain a loose end.
But, mostly, I wish you didn't make me feel so guilty for still loving you. Because I do.
Though I still love the way that Ellen and Jo went out. I just wish that there wasn't a pattern for their heroic deaths to feed into.
Because then I could stop feeling so fucking guilty for still loving you even you pull shit like you did tonight. I feel like one of those people I judge, how say "Oh, it's not true, you're wrong" even though the evidence is right there staring me in the face.
I wish you hadn't killed Anna. I wish you hadn't killed her after sending her to Angel Prison and turning her into the bad guy (though, seriously, killing Sam Winchester is a really good fucking idea if you want to stop the Apocalypse and you don't think there's a God around anymore who give's a rat's ass about what's going on down on insignificant little Earth; I seriously do not fault Anna for trying to hunt Sam down, it's the logical choice). I wish you hadn't done all of this the week after you let that sniveling little pipsqueak get off scott free even though he really needed to die.
I can't fault you, Show, for killing characters because I kill off all sorts of people. Hell, I've killed my own family more times than I can count, so, no, it's not the killing, per se. It's the pattern that emerges from the killing. I wish that Rachel and Jem and Frannie were real, and not just characters that exist mostly in mine and
baylorsr's heads because I think their existence would make a lot of things a lot better. I wish that you didn't think that the best way to tie up character loose ends was to bring the characters back only to kill them; sometimes a loose end can remain a loose end.But, mostly, I wish you didn't make me feel so guilty for still loving you. Because I do.
Though I still love the way that Ellen and Jo went out. I just wish that there wasn't a pattern for their heroic deaths to feed into.
