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I am all sorts of mood swing-y today. Up and down and all around. Ugh, it's days like today that make me not want to deal with life, ever.

I mean, shoot, I can't even read fic without wanting to burst into tears. Sure it's kinda angsty sibling fic about growing up and growing apart but also growing closer together and I'm designed on a molecular level to associate way too much with stories like that, but, still, it wasn't that good.

Just got back from a little walk and that was helpful. There's something about greenery and trees that calms me. I'm able to step out of myself a little, to commune with nature or some hippie crap like that. Whatever it is it works and I'm grateful for it.

I made Cinnamon-Scented Devil's Food Cupcakes last night for a special engagement tonight. The batter was delicious and while the cupcakes were rather bland right out of the oven they were absolutely delicious this morning, moist and fudge-y. Was almost late to work this morning because I had to make the buttercream frosting but it was freakishly easy to put together and now that I know how simple it is I don't think I'll ever buy frosting in a can ever again.

That's it, I'm going to eat lunch. I'll probably spam today, unless I don't. Stupid day.